IN THE ETHOS

In the Ethos
I met Him.
We played in
Light.
Svelte waves
Of euphoric bliss.
Surround completely.
I am.

His energy
Steady
Ecstatic vibration
Elation building...
We were
All that exists.
Pure,
Without limits.
Cosmic moonlight
In His eyes
His energy
Is my wine.
I am drunk
On that light.
He is the light.
I am.

Dancing amidst the Pleiades
I submit...
And falling freely
In surrender
I land
Complete
Again,
In the light.
His arms
Steady
Ecstatic vibration.
We were
All that exists.

In the Ethos
I met Him
Cataclysmic
I fell.
And in the falling
I became
The light. 
We were
All that exists
In the Ethos
I am.

UNTANGLED

My exquisite
Infinite
Lover.
I dance nightly
In your proverbial arms.

I do not
Wish to be
Untangled.

Sinewy limbs
Wrapped tightly
Yet, delicately
Entranced
Encapsulated
Warmth.

My body
Surrenders
Completely
To your touch.

Moon-drenched rays
Sprinkled in my hair
Cosmic reflection
We lay in flowered fields
Infinite
And count stars.

I do not
Wish to be
Untangled.

My secret muse
I've dreamt of you
Clandestine
Auric
Intimate
Mental
Corridors
Birthed
Your presence.

If I can hold you
Sweetly
But for tonight
That would be enough.

I do not
Wish to be
Untangled.

THIS SPACE

And he told her softly
That the heart cannot think,
Or conceptualize a feeling.
That it is
But a muscle;
An organ
Pumping blood.

And he told her softly
That every emotion is of the mind
Synapses firing
Neural pathways
Automated responses
Housed in the frontal cortex.

And she laid softly
On his chest
Listening silently
To the beat of his heart
Each pump melodic
Symphonic
Strong.

Falling into the space
Between each beat
Infinitesmal
Eternal.

There,
Suspended in stillness
She sighed
Wanting to show him
This space
This point:
Eternal moment
Fleeting void
Cathartic abyss.

One beat's finality
Ephemeral ending
Birthing the next....
Tantamount
To the oceanic tides
Emeralds softly kissing golden shores
Beneath a crimson drenched eve
The bejeweled, jagged waves
Yes,
They too rest
But for a moment
Infinitesmal
Eternal.

Wanting to show him
This space,
She sighed softly.
Falling,
Yet suspended
In this space.

Alpha anneals
With Omega.
And there is no longer
Any distinction.
No black,
No white,
No right,
No wrong........
No distinction.

She placed her hand
Softly
On his chest.
Each beat
Her everything
Each cessation
Her birth.
Infinitesmal
Eternal.

Wanting to show him
This space
She sighed softly.

Yes,
In this space
Everything rests.

ONE NIGHT

One night
Beneath
Cascades of gray
Not black.
Not white.
Moonlit escapes
Svelte waves
Soft shades
Enveloping
Not exposing.
Bringing that external
Into my internal.

Wordless,
I am.
Some things
Are better felt.
Can we let
The unsaid melt
Into that meaning
Inside soft sighs?

Too rigid,
I am.
Yearning
To melt
Inside your essence
Our senses suspended
In one vibratory elation.
Union
Harmonic
Softly symphonic
Sublime craving
Walls caving
Rhythmic
No words
No regrets
No compromise necessary.

One night
Beneath
Cascades of gray
Inside the sighs.
I yearn
To melt, supple.
One night.

Let Go

To face that rage
Furrowed brow
Creased scaffold
Unambivalent
So hard.
Let go.

Folding 'these' cards
Of sheer hell
Let go.

Seeking 'I'
The hell
Softly subsides.

Unlikely resolve
Serve me well...
Now.
Let go.

Damn the pain
Quell the hell
Let go.+

BELONG HERE

BELONG HERE

 

Only in this reverie
Of terror
Can the pain
Breathe...

You don't deserve that release.

I want so badly
To FEEL you
Apart from the past,
That,
Buried reverie.
ALL subsides.

 

In this space,
Interlaced
In perfect-hued
Precision
This decision
To lay with you
Is what I need.
Maybe we
Belong here.

Manifest something
Maybe, perfect.

Never acquiesce
I want so badly
To FEEL you.

Distraught,
Exposed.
To lay with you
Is what I need.
Why,
I'm not
Yet sure.

ENTIRELY

ENTIRELY

 

Sometimes where you fear

To tread

Is exactly where you belong

Entirely.

I feel your gaze

And melt, exquisitely.

Here,

All words fail.

 

This longing,

Of

Belonging to you

Entirely.

This yearning,

Indescribable.

Here,

All words fail.

 

My center exploding

Desire imploding.

Your lips...

Thus, so close

Yet, far too far.

I,

Subdued in this

Electric haze.

I feel your gaze,

And melt, exquisitely.

This...

This longing,

Of

Belonging to you

Entirely

Is insatiable.

Consuming.

Damning.

 

I want you to taste

Deeply

My yearning.

Sweetly

Soft lips

Imbibe.

Here,

All words fail.

 

If I let this visceral yearning pass;

All regret

Will be mine.

And yours?