Broken

I broke myself
Tonight.
I fell,
I shattered.
Blood, puss, piss, and tears....
I lay mangled.
Floored debacle.
All exposed and splayed.
Inards and fears.
Inside, then outside.

You sat,
Hope-drenched
My muse.
No bow demolished
In the storm.
And said,
YES.
This
Is where 'it' begins.
And again,
For the hundreth time,
I felt hope.
You ARE me.
I AM.