Fracture

I fractured myself
To find you
I shattered myself
To feel you
I went deaf
Never hearing
Your symphonic sound.
Screaming in agony
I wept rivers
Bleeding tears of sorrow
Enraptured rivulets of rage
I seeped a weeping
Much deeper
I lay fatigued
And half broken
On the cold floor
Never knowing
You were already here.
You always were.
You are me.
Sweet paradox.
Outside,
I searched
In vain
Because
Of course
All I sought
Was not
Outside
In foreign realms
But,
Much closer
Much deeper
Inside essence
And
Beyond fear.
I am here
Now.
No longer separate
Mending fracture
No longer shattered.
You are me.