Broken

I broke myself
Tonight.
I fell,
I shattered.
Blood, puss, piss, and tears....
I lay mangled.
Floored debacle.
All exposed and splayed.
Inards and fears.
Inside, then outside.

You sat,
Hope-drenched
My muse.
No bow demolished
In the storm.
And said,
YES.
This
Is where 'it' begins.
And again,
For the hundreth time,
I felt hope.
You ARE me.
I AM.

MEVLANA

MEVLANA

Seeking Her face
In this
One moment
Of seeing...
We are...
Her muse.
The miracle.

Now,
I am...
Breathless
Now,
Brought to my knees
In universal prayer.

We are...
Divinity's progeny
Momentarily
Suspended
In material form.
Yet,
Formed from
The formless.

Yet,
Birthed from
The womb
Of stars.

I am...
So enamoured
With
These galaxies
Of light
Now,
Exploding
In my chest.

We are...
That starred reverie
Momentarily
Materializing
Yet,
Formed perfectly from
The bliss of
Pure consciousness...
We are...
Her muse,
Never ceasing.

Now,
No longer seeking
We are...
Of She...
We are...
She.

We are...
That which we were always looking for;
THAT starred reverie.
We are...
The miracle.

THESE SAME STARS

White light advancing...
Our return imminent.
Still,
So still.
We are
That suchness
Spoken of in ancient hymns;
Light begetting light.

White light advancing...
All our ancestors are here
Breathing breath
Into our lungs.

Ancient sages and mystics
Gazed at these same stars.
Our ancient bones
Still dance
Rhythmic
Drum beats
Filling my chest
Pressed against yours

White light advancing...
We are that suchness...
All our ancestors are here.
Love is
Why we exist.
Light begetting light.

Ancient lovers
Gazed at these same stars,
Bathing in moonlight.
We make love
Beneath these same stars,
Bathing in moonlight.
Light begetting light.

You whisper softly
And
The trees carry
That hymn
To our ancestors.
Love is
Why we exist.
Light begetting light.

White light advancing...
Our return imminent.
All our ancestors
Are here.
We are that suchness.
Light begetting light.
All gazing at these same stars.

We are
Pure light
Gazing at light.
Light begetting light.
Our return imminent.
All our ancestors
Are here.

LIGHT SEEKING LIGHT

Do not feel abandoned
No separation
Ever existed.

We are
Light
Seeking light.
Until
We surrender
So completely...
That even
Seeking
Becomes lost,
Dissolving of
It's own accord.

No concept
Can thus remain
In that ecstatic void.

Our limitlessness
Was birthed
In the space
Between particles;
That ecstatic void.

At the speed of light
Time stands still
And all that remains
Is light seeking light
Without seeking...

THAT SIMPLE

It is
That simple.

Syrup skin
Drips
Softly,
Melting in
Our sunlit pond.

Slow down...
Breathe...
Come,
Be...
With me.

It is
That simple.

Listen
To the song
My hair whispers
Against your neck.
Again and again.

I press
My collar bone
Against
Your
Parted lips;
Pure velvet.
Again and again.

We have
Walked
This path
Before.
Sands eternal,
Soft steps
Again and again.

Come,
Be...
With me.

It is
All
For play...

There is
No tragedy
In our dance,
No heaviness
In our gaze.

Eternal.

Until
We return
To the Light
Again and again...

Come,
Be...
With me.

It is
That simple.

The cosmic breath.
Life,
The inhale.
Expand...
Death,
The exhale.
Contract...
Then,
Begin again.

I am
Here
Mid-stride
This field...
This rest...
This
In between.

On intake
Momentary expansion
Spiraling
Ripples
Become waves
Undulating
Back to
The Zero Point.
This field.
Contract...
Then,
Begin again.
Inhale,
Exhale.

BITTERSWEET

 

 

In my oceanic desire

To taste eternity

I have sipped

Your bitter tea

And indulged my palate

With your sweet fruits.

 

To imbibe fully

Is to swallow

The entirety

And not wallow

Or debate

The rightness

Or wrongness

Of each taste.

 

I allow

And surrender

To whatever feast

Thee brings.

At the river's edge,

I will feed thee

And accept that

Which you provide.

 

Rising beyond

The duality

My river

Returns to Thee.

My hunger

Quelled

Sated.

 

I am

Oceanic

Thus,

Annealed

With Thee.

 

SPIRAL

Singularity,
Collapsing,
Spiral
Here....
Exonerated epiphany
Cosmic explosion.

Exploding,
I breathe for you
I expand...
To your periphery.

I am,
Mesmerized
SPRIAL,
With me,
Please.
Dimensional;
Spiral.
Pure expansion.

Here,
I expand
Then
Collapse
Into that singularity...
Exploring
Your essence.

I subside
as
the
NO thing.
Who
Am
'I"?

I breathe for you
Here,
I am.
Breathe.
We,
Expand.
That...
We are,
Spiral into oblivion.
Our birthplace. 

So Soft

SO SOFT

My words failing
Wordless is
This
Ecstasy.

Facades fade.
Here,
I lay,
Bare...
Exposed...
Simple...
Soft.

You make me
So soft.
I,
Wanting only
Your happiness.
Ananda,
Your bliss.....
Your lips.

I melt.
Into oblivion.
We are
Floating
Atmospheric.
Limitless.
In
That plane
Where
Only
Pure Light reigns.

We play
Pure.
Simple.
Soft.

So soft,
Your lips.
I,
Wanting
Only
Your happiness.

SWEETLY

Your voice
Sweetly slides
Inside
My inner
Space.
I face
This conundrum........
To allow
Complete
Destruction
Of Self.

Hence,
The Becoming
Of
US.

I thought
Alone
Was
Where
I would
Remain.
Then,
You came........

Sweetly sliding
Inside
My inner
Space.

Unexpected.
Yes,
I trust this.

THE 10,000 THINGS

The 10,000 things
That suchness....
Tao.
They rise mightily
They fall desperately
Crashing,
At times..
We all collapse
Silently.
Misery,
The companion
Of the most.

The 10,000 things
Manifest
Then,
Unmanifest.
They always return
To Source.

My Shiva,
You have thus returned.
Your eternal energy
Has beckoned me
For Eons......
Infinite lifetimes
I have searched,
Longed...
Yearned.....
Yet, in vain.

My Shiva,
The 10,000 things
I see them ALL
In your eyes.
Your auric vibration
Resonates
In my womb.....
That Basic Space......
Where
WE
Birthed
The 10,000 things.

My Shiva,
As the 10,000 things
Thus, exist
Quite essentially
There are
At least
10,000 ways
To make love to you.
To make love to you,
My essence....
My Shiva.

I submit my ego
Surrender my armour
Drop my sword
And fall to my knees
Thanking SOURCE
For this.......
Our
Essential
Reunification.

Here,
My Shiva
We may float
In cosmic bliss.......
Interstellar ecstasy......
And limitless potential.
These,
Realms of
Pure light.
This,
Our original
Creation.
That basic space
Where we have
Always played
For eons
Inside essence
And
Beyond time.

My Shiva,
You have thus returned.

Now,
I am
Finally home.

IN THE ETHOS

In the Ethos
I met Him.
We played in
Light.
Svelte waves
Of euphoric bliss.
Surround completely.
I am.

His energy
Steady
Ecstatic vibration
Elation building...
We were
All that exists.
Pure,
Without limits.
Cosmic moonlight
In His eyes
His energy
Is my wine.
I am drunk
On that light.
He is the light.
I am.

Dancing amidst the Pleiades
I submit...
And falling freely
In surrender
I land
Complete
Again,
In the light.
His arms
Steady
Ecstatic vibration.
We were
All that exists.

In the Ethos
I met Him
Cataclysmic
I fell.
And in the falling
I became
The light. 
We were
All that exists
In the Ethos
I am.